So you want to quit your piano lesson
You are staring out at the window while you talk
Creasing the edge of a Bach Prelude with your fingers
You tell me life is getting in your way
How busy you get and how little time you have
You sound like a reed swaying in the wind
Maybe you wanted me to help change your mind
But I only said, “I will miss you.”
Who was I to truly gauge the depth of your sadness?
Oh how I was thrilled listening to you
Your hands finding new contours, fresh hues in the piece
Birds, cars, foghorns from the sea all stopped making noise
To you the keys weren’t black and white, but amber, jade and violet
Each piece of music was a fresh canvas, an open playground
Your arms bounced like a dancer on a trapeze
I tried not to be a conformist
I thought I understood the swan in you
Under your haughty gaze, you were fragile
Underneath the still surface, you struggled
You refused to fly off on a moment’s notice
You knew you would fall down too soon
Your heart yearned for the sublime
But your wings were still tied to the ground
Maybe logic seemed stiff, cold and ugly to you
But try putting a feather inside a box
It won’t fly away from your hand
So you want to quit your piano lesson
Here is my last message to you
Love the piano the way you love someone deeply
Give it the freedom and shelter it deserves
Someday
You may visit me and tell me
That you really haven’t quit at all
Illustration copyright © 2019 Chie Kwon